What if? You’ll never know…
Perhaps listening to ‘Loved you enough’ will help though. Contemplative words by Joel Sattler, performed by IanT. and backed up by NunoW with some convincing guitar parts. Here’s your answer;-).
would I be on this path
if only I’d loved you enough
would I be able to laugh
if only I’d loved you enough
would my soul rise from the ash
would my heart be torn in half
would I even need to ask
if only I had loved you enough
would the future be warm and bright
if only I’d loved you enough
would I be able to sleep at night
if only I’d loved you enough
would I be able to put up a fight
see things with a clearer sight
see things with a clearer sight
would I be able to make things right
if only I had loved you enough
the prologue is in the past
they say love can never last
but I feel like I’m tied to the mast
while the sirens sing of my loss
I thought I knew what I should do
but I didn’t know then what is true
I should have left it up to you
but I didn’t reckon the cost
would tomorrow be something good
if only I’d loved you enough
would I be more than I could
if only I’d loved you enough
and in all likelihood
the storms could have been withstood
I should have understood
if only I had loved you enough
(Lyrics by Joel Sattler)